Fic Title: As we lay
Author: cillab42
Fandom/Genre: Spn RPF
Pairing(s): Chris/Chad
Rating: NC17
Summary: Chris gives into his attraction to Chad and sparks fly. Can they last or is it just for one night?
A/N: This is a little something for
yonkyu who has been craving some Chris/Chad. Thanks to
jdl71 for the fantastic art and for the beta. Any mistakes found are my own.

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Author: cillab42
Fandom/Genre: Spn RPF
Pairing(s): Chris/Chad
Rating: NC17
Summary: Chris gives into his attraction to Chad and sparks fly. Can they last or is it just for one night?
A/N: This is a little something for
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Thank God its a new year
Jan. 2nd, 2018 01:20 pmLien on my Soul 24,881
I'm no good without you 4,026
Okay, 2016 is gone and thank God for that. For the first time in three years I didn't lose a family member. My dad's dog Samantha was a close call. She has a very hard time walking but he refuses to let her go. I'm glad she's still here but I hate to see her surfer.
I didn't lose anyone personally but it seemed as though 2016 wanted to take all of the good memories from my childhood with all of the celebrities who passed. I was so happy to see 2017 ushered in to hopefully break the curse.
Again last year I strived to write 250k words and again I failed only writing about 152k. What can I say, I'm a slow writer. This year my goal will be only 200k. Who knows, maybe I'll make it. To those who write that many words in one story, my hat is off to you. I will this year, try my hand at original fic.
I've been wanting to do that and my wonderful beta
masja_17 has been encouraging me, so wish me the best and I hope that all of you have a wonderful and Happy New year!
Venus
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I'm no good without you 4,026
Okay, 2016 is gone and thank God for that. For the first time in three years I didn't lose a family member. My dad's dog Samantha was a close call. She has a very hard time walking but he refuses to let her go. I'm glad she's still here but I hate to see her surfer.
I didn't lose anyone personally but it seemed as though 2016 wanted to take all of the good memories from my childhood with all of the celebrities who passed. I was so happy to see 2017 ushered in to hopefully break the curse.
Again last year I strived to write 250k words and again I failed only writing about 152k. What can I say, I'm a slow writer. This year my goal will be only 200k. Who knows, maybe I'll make it. To those who write that many words in one story, my hat is off to you. I will this year, try my hand at original fic.
I've been wanting to do that and my wonderful beta
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Venus
New year, new goals
Jan. 2nd, 2018 02:38 amIt seems as though the past few years I’ve started out the year grieving over a family members death and this year is no different. I lost my sister almost three weeks ago and this death has hit me harder than the others. I don’t know if it’s because she was my big sister or because we were of the same generation. Add that to being sick for most of last year and it all takes a toll.
With that being said, I’m taking a new direction this year and am not going to try for a specific word count for J2 this year as I won’t be writing much, J2 that is. This year I’m going to focus on original stories and self publishing. I have been writing and have one book in a series completed, a second waiting for a rewrite and a third halfway through the first draft for a total of almost 200k words.
I want to thank
masja_17 and
yonku for all of their help while dealing with personal issues of their own. I’d also like to thank
meus_venator for answering random questions for me.
Happy New year everyone and wish me luck!
Venus
With that being said, I’m taking a new direction this year and am not going to try for a specific word count for J2 this year as I won’t be writing much, J2 that is. This year I’m going to focus on original stories and self publishing. I have been writing and have one book in a series completed, a second waiting for a rewrite and a third halfway through the first draft for a total of almost 200k words.
I want to thank
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Happy New year everyone and wish me luck!
Venus
I'm no good without you
Apr. 2nd, 2017 01:24 amFic Title: I’m no good without you
Author:
cillab42
Fandom/Genre: J2
Pairing(s): Jared/Jensen, Chris Kane/Chad Michael Murray
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 4026
Warnings: breath!play, abusive!jared, abused!jensen, voyeurism, manipulative!jared
Summary: Jared is no good for Jensen, but he just can’t seem to stay away.
A/N: This fic was written for this month’s
smpc and is based on Rhianna’s Love on the brain. I do not advocate abusive relationships so please don’t berate me in the comments, this is my take on the song. Thanks
masja_17 again for the excellent beta skills, any mistakes found are my own. I do not own Jared, Jensen or any of the people mentioned in the fic, I just borrowed their likeness.
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Fandom/Genre: J2
Pairing(s): Jared/Jensen, Chris Kane/Chad Michael Murray
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 4026
Warnings: breath!play, abusive!jared, abused!jensen, voyeurism, manipulative!jared
Summary: Jared is no good for Jensen, but he just can’t seem to stay away.
A/N: This fic was written for this month’s
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Lien on my soul
Mar. 4th, 2017 11:50 pmArt Title: Untitled
Prompt Number: S2034
Artist:
darklittleheart
Fic Title: Lien on my soul
Author:
cillab42
Fandom/Genre: SPN
Pairing(s): Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 24,881
Warnings: ( collaspe )
Sam and Dean belong to Kripke and gang, not me. No money was earned from this story.
Summary: Sam watched his dream of Dean becoming his Omega die at the hands of Metatron, or so he thought. The MoC allowed his brother to be returned, but it wasn’t Sam’s Dean who came back from the dead. In his brother’s body was a demon who took what he wanted and he wanted Sam…
Author’s notes: It seems that I cannot write a short story, but this didn’t turn into a novel. I want to thank
darlittleheart for the amazing art that inspired me and the additional pieces she created. Please go here and let her know how amazing her work is.
I also want to thank the mod for running the
spn_reversebang, it’s amazing as always. While I’m giving thanks, I also want to thank
masja_17 for taking time to beta (any mistakes found are my own) this for me. As always, I am grateful. I would also like to thank
meus_venator for helping me work out a problem.
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Prompt Number: S2034
Artist:
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Fic Title: Lien on my soul
Author:
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Fandom/Genre: SPN
Pairing(s): Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 24,881
Warnings: ( collaspe )
Sam and Dean belong to Kripke and gang, not me. No money was earned from this story.
Summary: Sam watched his dream of Dean becoming his Omega die at the hands of Metatron, or so he thought. The MoC allowed his brother to be returned, but it wasn’t Sam’s Dean who came back from the dead. In his brother’s body was a demon who took what he wanted and he wanted Sam…
Author’s notes: It seems that I cannot write a short story, but this didn’t turn into a novel. I want to thank
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I also want to thank the mod for running the
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