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A Kiss to Build A Dream chapter 11
Chapter 11
When Jared woke the next morning, he rolled over to give Jensen a kiss but Jensen’s side of the bed was empty. He sat up and pushed the hair from his eyes, trying not to panic. Did Jensen freak out sometime during the night? Oh god, did he change his mind? Before he could go into a full-fledged panic, the door to the bedroom opened and the most wonderful smell entered followed by a smiling Jensen.
He was carrying a tray laden with a full breakfast including coffee.
“Hey,” Jared said softly.
Sitting up straighter against the headboard, Jared reached for the tray so Jensen could climb back onto the bed. Even as Jensen settled in, he still did not look at Jared.
“We okay Jensen?”
Blushing, he looked up at Jared, “More than that.”
“Then why so shy?”
“I sucked your dick,” the blush deepening.
Picking up a piece of bacon from the tray, he fed it to Jensen and proclaimed seductively, “And you deserve a reward.”
Jensen ate the bacon making Jared growl when those plush lips sucked the grease from his fingers.
“You’re still blushing,” Jared commented after feeding Jensen eggs. Jared bypassed the fork in favor of using his fingers. He loved the look and feel of Jensen’s lips on them.
“How can you still blush after last night?” He teased.
“Did I…..was last night….wasitwasIgood?” Jensen said hurriedly, again ducking his head in embarrassment.
Jared grabbed Jensen’s jaw and gently forced his head up to look into his eyes, “I’ve been waiting years, years Jensen, for what you gave me last night. I have loved you and wanted you forever and to finally get lucky, no fucking blessed, enough for you to want me in return. There just aren’t words to describe how good you were last night.”
“I know we have done this before,” Jensen began, “but last night I came to you on my own. I felt like… like it was my first time, like, I don’t know, I was loved.”
“You are loved Jensen, so goddamned much. I’m just glad that you were able to see how much I care about you.”
“I really did not know that you felt that way about me, but you could have, should have found a better way to tell me.”
Jared thought about the whole situation. “If I had told you two years ago that I was in love with you, you would have turned me down. This was the only way I could make you understand.”
Jensen looked at him contemplatively, “We lucked out. We have this incredible thing between us, but if you do something like that again, I’m gone Jared. Understand that.”
Jared could only respond by nodding his head, because he knew that if he spoke the tears he was trying to hold in check would spill down his face. He had come to terms with the fact that after seven weeks, he could have lost Jensen forever, but this, this was a gift. He vowed to himself that he would never again cause Jensen pain.
“But,” Jensen spoke up, “All that matters now is that I love you, Jared.”
“Jensen?” Jared squeaked out, the tears spilling over.
“I. Love. You.” Jensen repeated. “I shouldn’t, but I do. You made me fall for you.”
Mindful of the food, Jared leaned forward and kissed Jensen soft and sweet, tears rolling freely down his cheeks. “Do you Jens? Really?”
Chuckling in response Jensen answered, “Enough to tell my parents.”
“You told your parents?” Jared echoed not quite believing what he was hearing.
“And Danneel.”
“Good, maybe now she will stay away from you!”
“Jealous much?”
“Fuck yeah I was.”
“There is no need for you to be jealous Jared when I was with her I only thought about you,” Jensen promised, his body shivering at the onslaught of kisses Jared was planting along his jaw.
Jensen pulled away quickly, “I got up early and used all of those fancy machines you bought me to cook you breakfast, so eat bitch!”
~*~
Jared was happy. He sat on his, no, their deck surrounded by family where he could openly show his love for Jensen and know that it was returned. He could touch, kiss, tease, and share looks meant only for the two of them and it felt wonderful.
Jensen was still a little nervous and scared that someone was going to say something negative, but, so far, it had been great. Their friends knew but they hadn’t had a chance to see them as a couple; but that would happen next week when Chris and Steve got back into town.
Today, all Jared had to worry about was how long he could watch Jensen in the pool before he pounced on him.
Yeah, life was good.
The End
When Jared woke the next morning, he rolled over to give Jensen a kiss but Jensen’s side of the bed was empty. He sat up and pushed the hair from his eyes, trying not to panic. Did Jensen freak out sometime during the night? Oh god, did he change his mind? Before he could go into a full-fledged panic, the door to the bedroom opened and the most wonderful smell entered followed by a smiling Jensen.
He was carrying a tray laden with a full breakfast including coffee.
“Hey,” Jared said softly.
Sitting up straighter against the headboard, Jared reached for the tray so Jensen could climb back onto the bed. Even as Jensen settled in, he still did not look at Jared.
“We okay Jensen?”
Blushing, he looked up at Jared, “More than that.”
“Then why so shy?”
“I sucked your dick,” the blush deepening.
Picking up a piece of bacon from the tray, he fed it to Jensen and proclaimed seductively, “And you deserve a reward.”
Jensen ate the bacon making Jared growl when those plush lips sucked the grease from his fingers.
“You’re still blushing,” Jared commented after feeding Jensen eggs. Jared bypassed the fork in favor of using his fingers. He loved the look and feel of Jensen’s lips on them.
“How can you still blush after last night?” He teased.
“Did I…..was last night….wasitwasIgood?” Jensen said hurriedly, again ducking his head in embarrassment.
Jared grabbed Jensen’s jaw and gently forced his head up to look into his eyes, “I’ve been waiting years, years Jensen, for what you gave me last night. I have loved you and wanted you forever and to finally get lucky, no fucking blessed, enough for you to want me in return. There just aren’t words to describe how good you were last night.”
“I know we have done this before,” Jensen began, “but last night I came to you on my own. I felt like… like it was my first time, like, I don’t know, I was loved.”
“You are loved Jensen, so goddamned much. I’m just glad that you were able to see how much I care about you.”
“I really did not know that you felt that way about me, but you could have, should have found a better way to tell me.”
Jared thought about the whole situation. “If I had told you two years ago that I was in love with you, you would have turned me down. This was the only way I could make you understand.”
Jensen looked at him contemplatively, “We lucked out. We have this incredible thing between us, but if you do something like that again, I’m gone Jared. Understand that.”
Jared could only respond by nodding his head, because he knew that if he spoke the tears he was trying to hold in check would spill down his face. He had come to terms with the fact that after seven weeks, he could have lost Jensen forever, but this, this was a gift. He vowed to himself that he would never again cause Jensen pain.
“But,” Jensen spoke up, “All that matters now is that I love you, Jared.”
“Jensen?” Jared squeaked out, the tears spilling over.
“I. Love. You.” Jensen repeated. “I shouldn’t, but I do. You made me fall for you.”
Mindful of the food, Jared leaned forward and kissed Jensen soft and sweet, tears rolling freely down his cheeks. “Do you Jens? Really?”
Chuckling in response Jensen answered, “Enough to tell my parents.”
“You told your parents?” Jared echoed not quite believing what he was hearing.
“And Danneel.”
“Good, maybe now she will stay away from you!”
“Jealous much?”
“Fuck yeah I was.”
“There is no need for you to be jealous Jared when I was with her I only thought about you,” Jensen promised, his body shivering at the onslaught of kisses Jared was planting along his jaw.
Jensen pulled away quickly, “I got up early and used all of those fancy machines you bought me to cook you breakfast, so eat bitch!”
~*~
Jared was happy. He sat on his, no, their deck surrounded by family where he could openly show his love for Jensen and know that it was returned. He could touch, kiss, tease, and share looks meant only for the two of them and it felt wonderful.
Jensen was still a little nervous and scared that someone was going to say something negative, but, so far, it had been great. Their friends knew but they hadn’t had a chance to see them as a couple; but that would happen next week when Chris and Steve got back into town.
Today, all Jared had to worry about was how long he could watch Jensen in the pool before he pounced on him.
Yeah, life was good.
The End