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Lien on my Soul 24,881
I'm no good without you 4,026

Okay, 2016 is gone and thank God for that. For the first time in three years I didn't lose a family member. My dad's dog Samantha was a close call. She has a very hard time walking but he refuses to let her go. I'm glad she's still here but I hate to see her surfer.

I didn't lose anyone personally but it seemed as though 2016 wanted to take all of the good memories from my childhood with all of the celebrities who passed. I was so happy to see 2017 ushered in to hopefully break the curse.

Again last year I strived to write 250k words and again I failed only writing about 152k. What can I say, I'm a slow writer. This year my goal will be only 200k. Who knows, maybe I'll make it. To those who write that many words in one story, my hat is off to you. I will this year, try my hand at original fic.

I've been wanting to do that and my wonderful beta [livejournal.com profile] masja_17 has been encouraging me, so wish me the best and I hope that all of you have a wonderful and Happy New year!


Venus


Stupid me

Apr. 23rd, 2017 12:05 am
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I have been searching my WIP folders for a story that I wanted to work on, but couldn't find it. It' still in a tablet waiting for me to put on a doc. Boy do I feel stupid.
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Fic Title: I’m no good without you
Author: [livejournal.com profile] cillab42
Fandom/Genre: J2
Pairing(s): Jared/Jensen, Chris Kane/Chad Michael Murray
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 4026
Warnings: breath!play, abusive!jared, abused!jensen, voyeurism, manipulative!jared

Summary: Jared is no good for Jensen, but he just can’t seem to stay away.

A/N: This fic was written for this month’s [livejournal.com profile] smpc and is based on Rhianna’s Love on the brain. I do not advocate abusive relationships so please don’t berate me in the comments, this is my take on the song. Thanks [livejournal.com profile] masja_17 again for the excellent beta skills, any mistakes found are my own. I do not own Jared, Jensen or any of the people mentioned in the fic, I just borrowed their likeness.





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Art Title: Untitled
Prompt Number: S2034
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] darklittleheart

Fic Title: Lien on my soul
Author: [livejournal.com profile] cillab42
Fandom/Genre: SPN
Pairing(s): Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 24,881
Warnings: collaspe )
Sam and Dean belong to Kripke and gang, not me. No money was earned from this story.

Summary: Sam watched his dream of Dean becoming his Omega die at the hands of Metatron, or so he thought. The MoC allowed his brother to be returned, but it wasn’t Sam’s Dean who came back from the dead. In his brother’s body was a demon who took what he wanted and he wanted Sam…

Author’s notes: It seems that I cannot write a short story, but this didn’t turn into a novel. I want to thank [livejournal.com profile] darlittleheart for the amazing art that inspired me and the additional pieces she created. Please go here and let her know how amazing her work is.

I also want to thank the mod for running the [livejournal.com profile] spn_reversebang, it’s amazing as always. While I’m giving thanks, I also want to thank [livejournal.com profile] masja_17 for taking time to beta (any mistakes found are my own) this for me. As always, I am grateful. I would also like to thank [livejournal.com profile] meus_venator for helping me work out a problem.

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Life

Feb. 25th, 2017 12:08 am
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Three years ago my mother dies, today the doctor's told us that my sisters heart was only working @ 5-10 percent capacity. I just can't...
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I am so frustrated right now. I am in danger of losing my job because of illness. I have been on disability leave since 5/25 per my doctor and the insurance company has fought this tooth and nail. I've followed their instructions and have been without pay for the past 6 weeks.

I even tried to go back to work in November, but was sent home because it was oblivious how much pain I was in. Two weeks ago I was sent a demand letter to come back to work, my claim was denied but I was allowed to appeal. My doctor sent in the correct forms yesterday, today I was informed via voice mail the appeal was denied.

I have barely left my house since May and am in so much pain, and my condition is supported by my doctor. Do I have to die before the insurance company understands.
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This is the third year that I have lost family members and I'm hoping that the universe will give me a break in 2016. This year I lost my grandmother and an aunt within a week of one another and both were unexpected. Same as in the past, my family and I are trying to soldier on, but sometimes it's hard.

Again I over estimated my word count, 150,901-60% of estimated 250k, but with the wonderful beta skills of my dear [livejournal.com profile] masja_17 I think that I wrote some of my best stories this year. I'm going to keep at it until I reach my goal-again I'm going to try for 250k, so cross your fingers for me.

Happy New Year everyone!

Venus

Alaska 12,108
Two Alphas walk into a bar...88,181
Free your mind instead 2,315
The prints of its handlers 22,583
Happily ever after 10,499
Afraid of the fall 18,226

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Title: Afraid of the fall
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] emmatheslayer
Author: [livejournal.com profile] cillab42
Other Pairing: Christian/Chad
Rating: NC17
Warnings/Spoilers: dub-con prostitution, physical violence

Summary: Jared's best friend Chad ran into trouble with one of the local crime bosses so Jared offered himself as payment.

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Title: Afraid of the fall
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] emmatheslayer
Author: [livejournal.com profile] cillab42
Other Pairing: Christian/Chad
Rating: NC17
Warnings/Spoilers: dub-con prostitution, physical violence

Summary: Jared's best friend Chad ran into trouble with one of the local crime bosses so Jared offered himself as payment.

A/N This was my contribution to this years [livejournal.com profile] j2_reversebang and it was fun to write so thank you [livejournal.com profile] emmatheslayer for such great inspiration. Check out her wonderful art work here. I also want to give a huge thanks to [livejournal.com profile] masja_17 for her beta skills, any mistakes found are my own. I do not own Jared or Jensen or any of the people mentioned, I'm just using their likeness for my story.

Please forgive the prominence of food talk in the story, my excuse is that I was binge watching Top Chef while writing.




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Happy Birthday twoblueshoes[livejournal.com profile] twoblueshoes
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Fic Title: Happily ever after
Author: [livejournal.com profile] cillab42
Fandom/Genre: RPS
Pairing(s): Jeff/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 10k
Warnings: mpreg

Summary: Jeff didn't know he was looking for happiness until he found it camping on his beach.

A/N: Jeffrey Dean Morgan and Jensen Ackles do not belong to me, I'm just borrowing their likeness. Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] masja_17 for betaing this. Any mistakes found are my own.


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Fic Title: The prints of its handlers part 2 Timestamp to Alaska
Author: [livejournal.com profile] cillab42
Fandom/Genre: RPS
Pairing(s): Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 22k
Warnings: underage (Jared is 16) a/b/o, werewolves, bottom!jared, mentions of mpreg,

Summary: Jared has accepted his role as Jensen's mate until he found out he's left out a few details. Like pregnancy. Thanks [livejournal.com profile] masja_17 for the beta. Any mistakes found are my own.

Jared and Jensen belong to themselves just borrowing their likeness.
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Fic Title: The prints of its handlers part 1 Timestamp to Alaska
Author: [livejournal.com profile] cillab42
Fandom/Genre: RPS
Pairing(s): Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 22k
Warnings: underage (Jared is 16) a/b/o, werewolves, bottom!jared, mentions of mpreg,

Summary: Jared has accepted his role as Jensen's mate until he found out he's left out a few details. Like pregnancy. Thanks [livejournal.com profile] masja_17 for the beta. Any mistakes foun are my own.

Jared and Jensen belong to themselves just borrowing their likeness.

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